Shall We Dance??
I was watching a Premier League Game last night (Liverpool vs West Ham United) before I decided to on-line, due to the fact that it was not really an enjoyable games as I had predicted in the beginning....My target was of course, the game between Manchester United and Watford, which was 2 hours behind....Then out of the sudden, my brother too got bored with the game and he started to flipped the channel to search for a better show....And he happened to found the show "Shall We Dance", starred Richard Gere and Jennifer Lopez....Guess what?? I quickly stop whatever I was doing then to watch the movie. It was already half way through the movie, but it doesn't matter to me at all...There are several reasons why this movie had really caught my heart, and why it still gained my attention after 1 year it was aired...Well, it was the first movie I ever watched when I went for my first date with my ex...So, remembering back, it was sure a memory that I cherished that time...However, that's not all the reason for it...What I liked the most in the movie was it shown us that there is still another life in us, despite doing the job that we had been doing all this well....So, from here, we should also remember that working is not the only thing that we need to have in our life...There is always something else in our life that we should cherish, because if we did not, we might got regret as our age grow...Some point to think about:"..It took John Clark (Character lead by Richard Gere) 20 years to realise that besides his job, there is other thing that can makes his life more wonderfull, which is dancing... I wonder how long will I take to realise that..."
Stranger Talks....
I always believe that in our life, friends have always been a necessity. We can have many friends in our life. However, to have friends who we can trust, who are willing to listen to our conversation, share our pains and sorrow, and to rejoice with our success, it is far more difficult. In fact, some of us didn't manage to get even one friends who had such a quality....So, many people ended up not able to tell others what is in their mind. How sad such a situation is.....But I do find that there is a better way to open up our view, even if we didn't have any good friends which had the quality I mentioned just now...Just talk to a stranger....not a total stranger, but someone which we knew them in person, but not really that close to us, in the sense that their appearence didn't much affect our daily life....For the past few days, I had been spending my time, talking my company's canteen's owner...She is a very happy go lucky lady, and sure is a freindly person...I get along well with her due to her friendly approach all the time...When I talked to her, I had a feeling of closeness, which makes me able to split out whatever I had in my mind, including my thinking, my love life, my philosphy of life, my ambition and goal, my family matter, etc....So, at least when I told her about that, there is a feeling of relieved from my heart...it is not due to the fact that I got some positive feedback from here, but is rather that I had a channel where I can able to voice out what I had in my mind....Hmm.....I kind of remember the show "Forrest Gump", because I had the sense that I share the same experience as him...
Some Story About Love
Love.....this is not a topic of my speciality, since I always end up as a failure when it comes to my love life...Sometimes, I would wonder whether I would end up having my beloved by my side, or ended up alone, with my ambition to serve the community in a better way...I guess only time will tell...Throughout my whole life, I had only express my feeling to 3 girls which I met in my life. The first one way a total disaster, which makes me didn't even want to think about it at all....After all, is a story 5 years ago, which now doesn't contribute any effects in my life... The second girl I confessed was my ex...Well, we did got together, though in a period of less than 1 month...the reason for us to break up, well... we are not suitable for each other...however, I did learn a lot of things from this relationship. At least I do have the feeling of how to care, love, and understand the person that you in love with...And the most important thing is, all the things that I had done when courting a girl, something a guy should know when dealing with a relationship...in short, the needs of making them happy..The third girl was actually my best friends..there is no courtship in the first place, as she and I had already so close to each other...and it ended as a wrong expression of feeling, as it didn't seems to last long....and the words of 'was' appeared, is due to the fact that my feeling towards her (as my best friend) began to slide away, after my visit to KL last month..My idea of both of us being friends is getting thinner and thinner...not because of distance, or lack of contact, but the way her attitude change, and the way she talked and jugded my life style....Now....i still don't know whether to begin my next relationship with this, yet another wonderful (from my point of view) girl...She is my junior, in fact my direct hometown junior...We first met when she was having her practical training in my company in May..Well, I can say that it was a some kind of love at first side, as the moment I met her, it was some sort of extraction from her that made me unable to take my eyes away from her...I don't really understand her well, as the time we had were rather short, and rarely went out for any "yam cha"... But from what I know about her, since the day I knew her are she is a very independent girl...when she was having a training in my company, she still did a part time job as a server in a coffee house, which explains why we seldom got her out for tea...she doesn't want to depend on her family all the time...She is a girl who put her family in place first...love to stick with her family...A rather cute girl with funny, yet cute taste in her liking in terms of food selection and presents... Sometimes quite naughty, to the certain extend of teasing people up and down through SMSes... That's some of her more appealing characteristic that I can named here... So, the next steps I planned to do is to keep the relationship going on, till the right time before I confess to her my feeling towards her....However, judging from the SMSes that I had sent to her all this while, she should had knew my intention....What's makes me ponder is why she didn't give any signal to whether I should proceed or put a stop on my effort....Or, she did give me the signal, but I am too stupid enough to catch it...Whatever the thing is, I do really hope that I would have the courage this time to do the thing which I need to do...If not, I would regret next time, should I didn't make any effort at all....And I began to understand why people always said, "When the person you love is happy, you might not be happy, but if the person you love is sad, you might be 100 or 1000 times more unhappy than he/she"
